Ennui.

Talk about bored. I'm completely bored out of my life. Supposed to be studying today but somehow it's not working. Every time I try to focus I only get distracted and I almost always end up doing something contrary to the aims of today's studying session. I suppose I'll have to rush everything later in the afternoon. Hope I somehow find the stamina and self-control to endure.

Tomorrow I'm going for Council Mid-year Review camp. You could say I'm not looking forward to it. Well namely because most likely I'll just waste lots of time like last year-.- But looking on the bright side that's when the whole council gets together. I'll have to hunt down my OT members and quickly formulate a proposal for this year's TTL or I'm so gonna be screwed. Irresponsible council members are starting to get on my nerves, especially the Sec 3s. I sent an email requesting for my OT to follow up, but to date there has been no action. Not even my AOS replied me. I'm really looking forward to grilling them tomorrow.

Last night was...in a word, horrible. Lost control of my temper and I hurt someone really badly. It seems I'll have to add anger management to my list of things to accomplish. And there are still resolutions to set for Semester 2. Hopefully things take a turn for the better. Being angry really puts me off.

Gotta get my priorities in order and buck up. Can't afford to screw up like term 1 and term 2. Guess that means my blog might die as well. Whatever. Gonna go continue studying now.